Seems like it's not easy to live in a world full of trouble and turn around to be a positive person. Many things are just unexpected. It might be the karma that haunt you from your pass lives, or the Bodhidharma that bless you from your pass lives. Perhaps we should just live with it, without trying to squeeze our brain to complicate every single situation.
I was just a little girl,
wondering how would it be like when i grew up.
Wandering under the rubber trees in my dream,
listening to the sound of nature,
so simple and calm.
I could hear footsteps,
proceed closer towards my direction.
Instantly I knew, the person was my grandfather,
who was not very close to me in real life.
However, in my dream, in my wonderland,
everything was possible.
I grew up,
became a working lady in the small and isolated cubicle.
I no longer own the power,
to create dreams and to wonder.
Sitting on the square and tough chair,
in front of a computer,
listening to the radio online,
so beautiful and yet so stressful.
I could hear footsteps,
proceed closer towards my direction.
Instantly i knew, that person was my boss,
who was never been really good to me,
in real life.
And I lost the charm,
to create the wonder.
