Decluttered my wardrobe today. Putting away those pregnancy clothing and giving away clothes that I won't be wearing anymore. I have so many clothes that just sits there for years. Some because I could not fit in, some are those that just do not look good on my. Also, there are many saree materials that are not sew. Luckily my part time nanny-maid is willing to take the saree material as they can be sew into Baju Melayu as well. I believe owning less will give more space for new things to come.
Last night, my toddler had a rough night. He cried three times in his dream, even shouted as I did not attend to his need. I do not know why, but he seems to be having a tough time sharing me with his baby brother especially at night. I guess their age gap is too close. Day time, he would try to play with the baby. But at night, he starts to hold me very tight and do not want me to go near his baby brother. If I breastfeed the baby, he would just come and lie down on my other lap. Maybe he needs a little more time to feel secure. I hope he will get over it soon.
Yesterday, I did not have time to do my positive affirmation on blog. In fact, I was tuned towards the negative thoughts of worrying about the money. On top of that, I am having postpartum rashes popping out here and there on my knee, elbow, stomach and thigh. Doctor prescribed anti-histamine for me but it does not seems to tone the rashes down. I am trying not to scratch it as that can cause it to spread. Hmm... Really not sure what to do. But, I believe that life will show me the way! Life will. MY SOURCE OF INCOME IS INFINITE! I APPROVED MYSELF TO HAVE GREAT HEALTH! Yeah!!! Feeling great and motivated now!
Alright! That's it for now. Gotta get ready for a wedding dinner.
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