It has been exactly ten days since my last post. And it’s going to be June in another 2 days. The strangest thing is that, I am still here, in this small cubicle. Hesitation is still luring around, nothing has changed so far; neither their thinking, nor mine. One thing that has changed would be me, who has started to give in and tolerate while wondering if that is enough for me to survive here. Pushing me to take everything positive is definitely hard but I do not seem to have a choice if I am going to be here for the next 2 years. I know that I am certainly doing my best to proceed with improvements and I know that I’m no weaker or stronger than anybody else here. Everybody has potential and talents; whether or not they are discovered, they are there. I am sure that I can be success anywhere I go; I just don’t see the point of suffering or going through this oppression to get there.
Being unhappily fake is not my life, it is not me at all. I am not an actress even if the whole world is acting. Even if I have acted, nobody would believe that.
Anyhow,I hope things would be better and I’m thankful for each day of my survival and I’m thankful to everyone who has taught me a lesson in life.
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