Exclusion and Inclusion

Exclusion and Inclusion
The world seems to be created based on the fundamental rules of inclusion and exclusion. Things that are alike or similar to each other tend to attract each other while pushing those that are different away. This is also applied in the law of attraction because every single thought or feeling you had is what placed you in your current position. Thus, she suspected that she must be similar to them in some ways that brought her here. However, she knows that their differences are much stronger.
There were times when she actually believed that she was in the inclusion package here. But she was very wrong. She has tried to find a way to fit in and it seemed like she was on the right track but she was actually just giving in what so ever she can. Every society or organization or group has their inclusion and exclusion conditions. You’ve got to fulfill all those conditions in order to get into the list. Here, are the terms to be in the ‘inclusion list’ here.
1. Stop your own thinking and abide every single command from your seniors.
2. Do not ask, just do it as you were told.
3. Sacrifice your 101% of private time and privacy.
4. Work as many hours as you can and sleep as least as you can.
5. Do not leave office before your seniors do.
6. Do not ask for your human rights.
7. Smile and nod even if you disagree with what they mentioned.
8. Buy their hypocritical crap and make that look real.
9. ………………………………….
Being an exclusion from an organization that you basically live with more than 12 hours a day does not make things any better. And so, this innocent little girl tries so hard to fit in. Nevertheless, she has not really fulfilled any of the above conditions and hence there is no way for her to be in the inclusion list. Suddenly she feels like she is just a girl in an isolated cubicle, trying to give in everything she can to be in the inclusion list without knowing why she is stuck in this obsession. However, tolerate from every single aspects does not seem like a good choice either. It is like betraying your own principle of life, just to be on some stupid list.
She has been excluded in this isolated little confined space for more than 5 months now. She knows that this is not going to last forever. The longest period would be two years and the shortest would be anytime after she decided to bounce. So the question that arises in her head now is that, if she leaves this place, will she be able to find a place that genuinely includes her? Being exclusion is too fatiguing but at the same time faking herself to be included does not make her feel any better.