Cause and Victim of Selfishness

Getting out from the cubicle is just another way into the other cubicle. Lied my way through graduation, escaping from tons of work that professor might ordered as long as I was there. I told everybody in the laboratory that I was going back home, in fact, i was still around. I just need to get up from that confine, horrible seat where I have to concern about other's "eye signal" which means mood.
Got a part time job in a trading company. Plan to work only for a month. Still hesitating whether to stay or leave this country. Got another job offer in a bigger company, but I do not want to spend my lonely twenties in this country. If my boyfriend was sent back home, I would definitely send myself back home. It might sound cheesy but it is for the better. Okay, this part time job is related to searching domestic products that have potential to be exported. Also, of course finding the manufacturers at the lowest cost which involves the big country China. I am only interested in cosmetic products so far. Unfortunately, I failed to enter a cosmetic company; which was a shame for them, not me. Here, in this trading company I did some research about cosmetic ingredients in the first few days with the girl who haa also just started working there for not more than two weeks. She is a matured and nice person; the only girl in the office before I entered. Well, we did not talk much but I was sure that we would be close in the coming one month I work there. Today, I came to a shock when she told me that she would not come to work tomorrow because the boss kind of told her not to. Apparently, the cosmetic products trading was not a good idea for the current business in the company. Opps! That's why he asked me to do some other stuff today. Hm... I came to realize that in this world, nothing is fair. Everybody is selfish. Many seek you when you are useful, but ditch you when you are not. Come to think about it, I was really selfish too;lying my way out from the cubicle, leaving my junior working alone. Hm... Sorry. I am so sorry.
From now on, always be cautious, do not fall into the trap of selfishness. I do not want to be a part of that evil force.